I do not know how I am to pray for this child. As a mother I don't want my baby denied, but in the waiting, in the waiting, I learned.
Every instinct in me wants to shield him from pain. Take the arrows of misery, heartache, and blame,but in the sorrow, in the sorrow,I learned to hold on.
I only have two eyes - be all seeing
I only have two hands - be everywhere
I do not know enough - to be all knowing
I give this baby up into your care.
I do not know how, how to pray for this child.
I want to guard her from everything wicked and wild, but in the trial, in the trial, I learned to hold on. And in the trial, in the trial, I learned to hold on to the heart of God.
Come Anyway by Carolyn Arends
I’m not the least bit ready for you. But come, come anyway. I’m not the least bit worthy of you- But come, come anyway. I’ve only seen you in my dreams. And gleaming in your daddy’s eye. But I love you madly already. You need to know that I can hardly wait to see your face. So come, come anyway. I know the world's a scary place, But come, come anyway. Cause you’re the greatest proof there is That there’s a loving God alive. And I love you madly already. You need to know that I never heard a sweeter sound than your heart beating. Never had a higher hope than you.
I’ve only seen you in my dreams, And gleaming in your daddy’s eye, But I love you madly already. You need to know that I can hardly wait to see your face. So come, come anyway Come, come anyway.
A sweet friend sent me one of these songs this morning at 3 am as she was praying for us. Thank you for lifting us up & for encouraging my heart! These are beautiful songs- I've downloaded several today & ordered Sara's cd for parents. I feel like several of the songs are written just for me - like she understands somehow!
4 thoughts:
Katie! Wow...these are beautiful songs!! You know how much I love music, worship, and lyrics...these are perfect...and yes seem to be written just for you. I want to order that CD...thanks for suggesting it. Those are some beautiful songs. I know God speaks to me through music...and I know He will speak to you through it too and through this entire journey. Your spirit is beautiful! This baby is one blessed baby to have you both as parents. love you friend, ejw
Katie & Reagan:
Hi. This is Dad. I'm a slow learner in several ways...one I've never sat at this particular computer (Mom's)& it's awkward..weird keybd. And, two---
I just realize s'thing else..I've not known what to say or write to you all. It's not bec/ I've not been praying/thinking about you constantly..and more than constantly if that is possible.
It's an aside ..but you might be experiencing this also..that is people that aren't contacting and/or don't know what to say..
I am so proud of each of you. Mom and I are so excited for this baby...no matter what. We're ready for anything bec/ He who made this baby and us..knows that all is possible.
I'm very aware of how the details..have been addressed and will continue to unfold just about perfectly...when we need them. Whether its simple stuff like food, distraction(s) to other stuff., and words and hugs and tears w/ those who love you just when you need it..
Pls tell me what I can do for you when I don't see it..I'll do it.
I love you Dad
*p.s. This is my first time on a blog...
Hi Katie and Reagan,
I am Martha and Harry Joyner's Daughter in law. She sent me your blog and I have been keeping up with you for the past couple of weeks. I just wanted you to know you have prayers from Tennessee and I am praying for a MIRACLE...whatever God can use to best "show off"...may you be blessed with peace and joy as you await this precious gift from His hand.
Katie! Hi it's Naomi (Smith) Reyes. I was sent your blog through old Baylor friends and just want you to know that Matthew and I are praying for you and your family. If you have prayer emails/updates please add me to your list - emailnana@yahoo.com.
Each of God's babies is fearfully and wonderfully made. When I was pregnant with our daughter Matthew kept reminding me that Abby was God's child and that God is truly blessing us by letting us care for the child He made.
Love you,
Naomi Reyes
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