God's Promises

I spoke to our genetic counselor this evening & learned some scary possibilities about this syndrome. I won't know how much our baby is affected until a while after birth as some of the symptoms don't manifest themselves until later and others can't be detected inutero. Needless to say, it is disheartening that just when I think I've accepted what I thought was the hard stuff, it gets more severe. So, I took the dogs on a walk as a storm was about to hit and I just cried. I cried out from frustration and anger and fear and emotional exhaustion. After I returned home, I looked up and there was a rainbow across the street. It is faint so I don't know if you can see it or not in this picture but it seemed like a direct symbol from God. Rainbows are reminders of His promises and His provision. I needed that reminder right then that He will provide & He will take care of us somehow even when I can't understand what He is doing or why he is allowing us to go through this.