I feel as though time is flying past me: I am powerless to stop it and infuriated that I am unable to even pause for a moment. I want to keep her here, beside me cuddled warmly next to my body as she sleeps. I hate to even lay her in a crib because that is time away from me and too soon they will take her from me. Too soon I will not be able to feel her soft body. Too soon plaster will come between us. Too soon she will hurt and I will be unable to comfort her. I want to trade places. I want to consume all her pain.
I ache. I want time to stop- to give me more bath tines and simple nursing and cuddles.
I am thankful I have this moment- this time right now.
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Praying you guys through this!
Our thoughts and prayers are with you guys and the doctors this morning.
Keeping you wrapped in prayer today! Praying for wisdom for the doctor's, healing for Ellie, strength for you and R, and continued good humor for Will.
i will be praying for your whole family today!! i can only imagine how hard it is to hand your baby off, and i'm sorry you have to do that. praying for the surgery to go as perfectly as possible!! and for good nursing super soon thereafter :)
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